She feels like a warm hug and a hit of adrenaline. She’s a ManiGen

And this often gets you into trouble, babe, right?

Because you think you can’t be both.

That the person they met first is the person they love.

That your energy isn’t welcome to ebb and flow like it’s designed to do.

Your presence is your vibe…and darling, you ARE THE VIBE.

You’ve felt it. The magnetism. The ease. How you can shift a room simply by being there with your energy…

And then…the expectations came in.

Of you to “make them feel energized” or of you to “make them feel better.”

Subconsciously you started fulfilling that expectation..until you couldn’t.

So you avoid being there when you’re not ON, or feeling low (I’m especially looking at you EMO authorities)..I’m going to tell you something now that will transform your journey and blow your mind.

Avoidance comes before frustration….

The sign that you’re entering your not-self…avoidance (and I cannot emphasize this enough for you open SPs)

The thing is, you’re you.

The magic is you.

And if YOU place expectations on yourself to show up in the same exact way every time…those are expectations you won’t be able to fulfil.

As ManiGens get validated for what we DO (even though people think they validate who we are) because we do so much. So here’s the thing you have to do:

Validate yourself. All of you.

On the days you’re “the straight into the blood shot of adrenaline” AND on the days that you are “a warm hug, “ and on the days your “soft,” and on the days you’re the gahhhh VIIIIIBE.

All of you. You can be them all in the same day.

The more you step out of unconscious expectations and into BEing, the more “at home” you will feel everywhere. The more you will see that all of these elements of you flow in and out of you at all times. At the right time.

All you need to do is be in the NOW.

I’d love it if you commented below and told me how you’re receiving this.

Has it been a theme for you?

Have you been meeting unconscious expectations in who you are?

BIG LOVE,

-C